We’ll choke on our vomit and that will be the end.
There’s really nothing, nothing we can do.
This is our decision, to live fast and die young.
We’ve got the vision, now let’s have some fun.
Yeah, it’s overwhelming, but what else can we do.
Get jobs in offices, and wake up for the morning commute.
I don’t really know you
And I don’t think I want to,
But I think I can fake it if you can.
The day anyone wishes to be something bigger than planned is the day when he and all of the world is to be doomed.
A hand squiggling away for a world that never existed.
When I was half way through reading this I felt a surge of hysteria coming up and all that laughter made me want to crack my skull through the glass table I have my laptop on. Nobody actually thinks they have a purpose in life. When you’re kid all you want to do is save the world because that is what watching Batman and reading all that superhero shit will do to you. The whole point of life is getting through everyday and not cutting your gut up in the middle of the night because you’re just that fucking bored. That’s right BORED. Bored with humanity and bored with the fact that life seems to bit way too long. The load shading and all these blood sucking bastards make it even more monotonous than it should be. I lie awake at night, thinking when that day would come when I would be free to do nothing. Thinking about the day when my mom stops screaming about how useless I am. Thinking about the day when I get to be completely selfish and make as much useless shit as I can.
Yeah…. I wanted to save the world. Then I realized that there wasn’t really much left to save. No matter what, everybody is going to be everybody and that everybody claims to save that everybody else. I hate you all. I hate you. I hate all those shitty optimistic ideas that people made us believe when there wasn’t really any idea to be optimistic about. I hate the fact that the world revolves around that stupid dream that is never going to become true. Enjoy this fucked up notion about saving the world as long as you can, then spend the other half of your life realizing that all that philanthropy crap is just a fairy tale and the whole point of life is actually creating an illusion for yourself and trying not to be affected by all the depressing shit that surrounds you.
I am so bored.